Ooook...

So... New Xanga...

Why, you ask?

Well, I'm getting rid of my hippie stuff.... got rid of the sn, so why not the xanga...

What's the new xanga?

good question...

www.xanga.com/steviejean

That's me. Stevie Jean.

I'm gonna be weeding out people on my sub list.  Yeps.

um..... that's it.

sub to me on that one.  i prob wont be using this one until i post the same thing again.

farewell one proud hippie....

This is what happens when I get bored.  I myspace til I find something semi-interesting...

And now you're stuck reading it. :)

Turned ON or OFF when a guy:

dresses like a thug: off. bleh.
dresses like a surfer: ...eh depends.
dresses in all black: off like whoa.
sings: On, if they're a good singer. Hilarious and cute if they're not.
plays a musical instrument: On.
is skinnier than you: ...depends.....
is bigger than you: again, depends.
is shorter than you: Off-ish.  FEW exceptions
is taller than you: On. mmm.... kissing upwards... mmm...
has straight teeth: biggest. turn on. ever.  mmmmmm....
wears braces: it leads to straight teeth. and i had 'em. so on-ish.
has chapped lips: off. yeah, totally. buy some damn chapstick.
has green eyes: On
has blue eyes: best.eyecolor.ever.
has brown eyes: i like light eyed boys. but dated a brown eyed boy for 2 years....? you do the math....
has shaved Head: some people can pull it off. and if you can turn.on.like.whoa.
smokes cigarettes: i smoke, so i dont care. it'd be cool cus then i can bum :)
smokes pot: off. bleh.
has brown hair: best.haircolor.ever.  mmm...
has black hair: usually on.
has blonde hair: ...sometimes....
works out: On i suppose.
has abs: on, but to me says "i care too much about me"
smiles more than not: smiles are sexy. so yes. on.
lets you know he was thinking about you: ON. i <3 cutenesss
has bigger feet than you: on i suppose.  if i have to run out real fast, i can slip on his shoes. :) hehe
has smaller feet than you: i honestly dont care about feet y'all.
wears cologne: on, but not BATHED in it... that's gross. and tells me you dont shower often.
smiles when you walk into the room: duh ON.
wears makeup: that's for girls... so no, off
has long hair: if they can pull it off... and if so... omg awesomely hott
plays sports: it's cool... on
a bad boy: ....meh. depends on what aspect we're talkin' about ;) hehehe
sweet talks to you: on. on on on.
has nice arms: on. makes up for my lack of working out. :)
has a nice smile: smiles are the best thing ever. times 12.
has a job: on. duh.  i'm not paying all the time.
bites you: ....off?
boxers: On.
briefs: boo for whitey tighties
he is hot: "No, I like my men ugly".... is this SERIOUSLY a question?!?!
has a good personality: big BIG turn on.
has hair all over: hehe it's... interesting. but sometimes, it's waaaaaay distracting
ficks you sideways: i'm assuming this is supposed to be "fucks you sideways".... and i've never done that... so who knows.
is cute: nope, i like 'em ugly. ... stupidest question ever.
never pressures you: on HUGE on
calls you: On
calls you when you hang up: On. shows he cares
can talk to you on the phone: On
is bisexual: off... i'm not one for threesomes.... just... no.
is a surfer: i live in effing illinois... come on now, where would they surf? in the corn?
is a skater: on, it's exercise.  bigger if they're good on their board i suppose
has a good sense of humor: HUGE on... i<3laughing

I went to ISU yesturday and hung out with my crewwwww.  Oh how I missed them so.  Mark came with me.  Me, Mark, Libs, Jim and Annabelle went to Friday's and had some delish food.  We hung out in Jimmy's room for a while and I got filled in on some of the things that have been going on.  Got some DQ. Hung out in Barrett's room and watched TV.  Nothing toooo exciting, but it was amazingly awesome.

Damn, I miss them already.

I cried on the way home.  I think it's pretty obvious why.

After Mark and I got home, we went to Shell to get our standard Polar Pop and snacks to hang out in my driveway. (I know, exciting, right?)  We ran into Raina and Jessika and ended up going to Raina's house to hang out.  Mark, Raina and I were all emo-pants, so we took some shots and calmed down.  We wanted Mark to stay the night at Raina's so we could just hang out and talk cus we all needed it. Buuuuuut... he went home instead.  I stayed the night there and Rai, Jess and I had some very deep amazing conversations.  We all wrote down what was going on in our heads at that moment.  I wrote about how much I miss ISU.  A few of you have something that I need to email you.  You'll probably cry.  Well, maybe not, but it made me cry.  Rai has this interesting idea to write everyone who has impacted your life a thank you letter.  I like the idea. A lot.  So, expect one of you think you have impacted my life.  Some of you already know you have.

Today has been pretty dull.  Spaghetti for dinner.  I dont eat spaghetti, so it's garlic bread and Ragu for me (dont ask why I can't eat it.  you probably dont want to know anyway).

Tonight we are hopefully doing a repeat of last night. I'd love it.

Seriously, Raina and Jessika... last night was awesome. Thanks for making this transition from ISU to JJC/home easier. :)

And Mark Allen Heikkila... well, he knows how I feel.  Officially at best friend level.  I love you tons.  (In a truely platonic way... so you guys reading this, dont get any ideas.)

Well, I suppose I'll eat now.

-steffori/steph-a-saurus-rex/"big and rich's daughter"

PS: The cell phone is deeaaaaadddddd.  Well, not dead, but gone til further notice.  I'm not in trouble, we're just switching to Verizon (I dont know why though). Soooo, call the house if you need me. If you need the number, I'm listed.... bitches.  Or Mark's cell, seeing as I'm hanging out with him everyday.

Stolen from Alex's LJ from an ass long time ago.

*Boys (or girls, whichever you perfer) are not the beginning and end of all happiness.

*Starving yourself won't make you lose weight.

*Birth control is a good idea, even if you're a virgin, even if you use condoms, even if you aren't seeing anyone.

*People are mean...you can't change that.
You can only change yourself.

*People who call you fat, unless they are genuinely worried about your health, are douchebags. You shouldn't listen to them.

*Sex is not dirty or wrong...but it has concequences, like any action. If you can't take the results, be they emotional or physical, don't do the action.

*Love is wonderful.

*No one is unloveable.

*There is no Prince Charming. There is no Mister Right. We live in the real world, and men (or women, whatever) are people, just like you.
No one is perfect.

*That being said, you don't have to be perfect either.

*Acne happens.

*A good cure for hickies is to put a spoon in the freezer and then press it on the mark.

*Your parents love you.

*Some people are just plain assholes. Avoid them.

*Guys who cheat on their girlfriends with you will probably cheat on you as well.

*Girls who cheat on guys with you will ALSO cheat on you as well.

*Having a baby is not the end of the world...but it is the end of your childhood/teen years.

*Adoption is good. (and a smart choice.)

*Smoking, drinking, and drugs are all things that should be used in moderation.

*For that matter, add food to that list too.

*Know when to say no.

*That just doesn't apply to sex, it goes for drinking, taking more work hours than you can handle, whatever.

*School is important, but it is not The Only Thing.

*Your music is not trashy. Your grandparents said that about the Beatles, their parents said that about Elvis, and their parents said that about swing. Even Beethoven was once considered "not REAL music."

*BE AN EDUCATED VOTER. If you're voting for ANYONE based on how they look, how cool their name is, or who your friends are voting for, stay home on election day.

*Don't self-diagnose...ever. You'll wind up with intern's disease. If you think something's wrong, physically or mentally, see a doctor.

*Herpes is always contagious.

*AIDS is too.

*Most people with STDs won't tell you, not because they don't care, but because they don't know they have it yet.

*Condoms are good.

*Run virus check on your computer often.

*Don't put anything on paper, film, or the internet that you don't want the world to see.

*Keep your mind open or your mouth shut.

*Don't be an extreme activist. Forcing people to follow your beliefs isn't cool.

*Don't copy that floppy (you win a prize if you get that).

*Do what you will, yet harm none.

*Don't join ANY religion because it's "cool." I don't care if it's Wicca, Judaism, Baptist, Qbalah, or Buhddist. If you're doing it because your friends are doing it or because you want to be different, don't do it.

*Free speech means ANY speech. That includes the Klan and Neo-Nazis...but it also includes peace activists.

*It's okay to listen to the same song over and over again and cry.

*It's okay to dance in your underwear.

*It's okay to laugh.

*It's okay to cry.

*You matter to someone.

I dont know who wrote that, but it's pretty awesome.

to all you myspace nerds out there...

i changed all of the captions on my pictures.

and my name thing from "Miss Steffori" to "Steph-a-saurus-rex".

thanks to Joe "West Nile Roach" Wruk for that nickname... bee-tee-dubssssss.

and it's 5:10am on Thursday morning.  To me, it's still wednesday night... but to the rest of hte world... fuck they're all sleeping right now.  They're off in sleepytime world with *enter hott girl/guy*. or both, ya know... whatev.

i swear, insomnia is gonna kick my ass eventually.